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20 Friday Jul 2012

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Aleister Crowley, Book of Ruth, Friday, Frieda Harris, Kabbalah, Pamela Colman Smith, Rider-Waite tarot deck, Tarot

Friday evening, when i am at home – and that’s most Fridays when in Montenegro – i pull randomly five cards from one of Tarot de Marseilles decks and i lurk at the cards while listening to weekly Kabbalah classes.

I was going to title this essay Scattered thoughts on TdM and 3 Negative weeks when it dawned on me that apart from most zealous Tarot enthusiasts  – hardly anyone would know what is it about.

My beloved Tarot tribe has developed its own lingo which  would take an expert in military ciphers to decode  – unless one is socializing with other Tarotists on a daily basis and hanging out on Tarot forums and facebook groups.

When you say Tarot – most non-connoisseurs vaguely recall the artwork of Rider-Waite tarot deck, the best known deck in English speaking countries.

I was for a decade or so in “monogamous” relationship with it, that was the only deck i read – and even now, after having learned other traditions and acquired over hundred of exquisite decks, it would still be the deck i’d take with me to the desert island.

Arthur Edward Waite was a member of  the Golden Dawn –  a magical order which probably had strongest impact on Western occultism – a Freemason and scholarly mystic whose work was well received in academic circles; yet he is most known as co-creator of Rider-Waite-Smith deck. Genius artist and fellow Golden Dawn member  Pamela Colman Smith illustrated the cards for Waite, and the deck of deceptively simple artwork, one of the first with 78 cards fully illustrated, was published in 1909.

If you look at attached scan of 7 of Wands, you see a man who seems to be defending himself. Look closer, pay attention to his different shoes. From there, Dan Pelletier – one of the most interesting and original contemporary philosophers of Tarot – makes connection with what’s known as Levirate marriage and The Book of Ruth and there your mind starts to boggle.

For we know Ruth, traditionally, is the first convert in history – albeit she is Moabite and it is said (Deuteronomy 23:4)  An Ammonite or a Moabite shall not enter into the assembly of the LORD; even to the tenth generation shall none of them enter into the assembly of the LORD for ever.

Not only she becomes an Israelite, but she’s also great-grandmother of King David!

How did that happen? Is there some mistake in the scripture?! Not really, because when read indepth, The Book of Ruth is not merely a story of the first convert, also described as first gold-digger in history – but a manual on how to transform the darkness in each and every one of us – into the light.

Stuff like that.

But, back to different Tarot traditions, which i like to compare to what’s known in linguistics as proto-languages… For Tarot is a language, albeit constructed one,  a code if you like, not a natural one – but still a language in its own right.

In the same way the known languages which are believed to have descended by slow modification of the proto-language into languages that form a language family –  most of the thousands of contemporary Tarot decks ascend to the three proto-traditions: Raider Waite, Thoth and Tarot de Marseilles.

Aleister Crowley, Waite’s fellow initiate of the Golden Dawn and his fervent opponent, in partnership with Lady Frieda Harris created Thoth Tarot.

Crowley – a ceremonial magician, prolific author, mountaineer and the founder of  religious philosophy of Thelema, together with Harris seem to have crammed into this pack of cards all occult knowledge in existence; thus 7 of Wands here stands for Netzach (Victory) in the suit of Fire and is also attributed to Mars in Leo.

I know very few readers who can make sense of the card as it is (without recalling Pam’s depiction of “Defendant”) – and albeit Thoth can give amazing readings, it is basically a part of initiatory system of magical fraternity Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.),  or better to say – of its several competing fractions who claimed to be legitimate heirs to Aleister Crowley.

Basically you need to un-learn the RWS system in order to learn Thoth, and – albeit some respectable Tarot thinkers and practicioners have quite different opinion on the matter – in my view, Thoth deck, taken out of Thelemic context, makes very little sense.

But, let us go to the grand-daddy of both decks – Tarot de Marseilles and its depiction of Seven of Wands ie. Le sept de Bâton :

No Kabbalah here, no astro glyphs, levirate marriages or whatsoever – simply seven wands crossed in a particular way and some vegetation growing from it.

Yet this too will send you tripping if you focus on it.

Yes, of course it can be read traditionally – all sevens are related to the Chariot and Wands are work, so the card would on the most basic level denote something to do  with hard work which results in success, but…

Apply to it Enrique Enriquez  famous “Eye Rhyme” method, try reading card’s  rhyme, rhythm and resonance  – for this genius artist experiences tarot reading as an act of visual poetry – try hearing what song this card sings to you personally, all magical orders, ceremonial magicians and traditional meanings aside…

That’s what i tried to do this night and here is my reading with Jean Noblet deck:

On Fridays i read from right to left. Nine of Swords – first card from the right – to me is quite an ugly one; the eight swords (Suit of Air/ Thoughts/ Ideas) locked in a circle are cutting off and propelling out four identically shaped buds; to me – it can be about some kind of vicious circle, cliche thinking, speech patterns and so on.

The shortsword in the middle seems to be a Gladius – the primary sword of Ancient Roman foot soldiers.

As a side note – other words derived from Latin noun glădĭus  are gladiator  (“swordsman”) and gladiolus, the sword lily.

So, let’s presume the shortsword here represent some idea – could be”pure”, lily-like one – that has pierced some repetitive negative thought pattern; that idea is then excruciated on the Weel of Fortune, tempered in the fire of the Tower, and finally buried… Before it becomes a weapon in the Queens right hand – her left, significantly smaller hand being laid on what seems to be baby bump – that idea needs to ‘raise from the dead ‘ in the Judgement card, then to be internalized in the guarded Queen’s stomach – before it becomes the weapon of protection in her right hand.

It’s a long way to go  – but probably the only one by which  repetitive negative thoughts which lead to self-sabotaging  behavior  patterns –  can be transformed into one’s advantages.

The so called Three Negative Weeks – the interval of “Bein HaMeitsarim” (between the straits) in which we are now according to kabbalistic calendar –  seem to be the ideal timing to do so – we are propelled to go within and prevent situations that might bring self-destruction.

In words of one of the leading Kabbalists of our times, Shaul Youdkevitch: “We often forget that we are the master of our body and soul, and have the right not to let in emotions which don’t serve us or our purpose. We must hold on to the belief and knowledge that we have the power to redirect our fate, as the alternative is to be “bnei beliya’al” (evil-doers, lacking conscience), useless in the ability to rise above emotion, thought and misery that overwhelms us… it is this time, during the three weeks, that we fight these negative forces with tolerance, open-heartedness and unconditional love.”

Absolutely amazing interview of Dan Pelletier by Enrique Enriquez http://tarology.wordpress.com/2010/08/28/a-conversation-wit-dan-pelletier/

Jean Noblet Tarot http://www.tarotpedia.com/wiki/Jean_Noblet_Tarot

The 9th of Av According to Kabbalah http://www.livekabbalah.org/index.php/home/gates-in-time/holidays/the-9th-of-av-tisha-beav/

Weekly Zohar Study (Matot) http://www.livekabbalah.org/index.php/home/weekly-zohar/numbers-bamidbar/matot/

Weekly audio Zohar Study (Matot-Masei) with Shaul Youdkevitch http://www.livekabbalah.org/index.php/home/download-studies/

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Alchemy, shmalchemy!

11 Wednesday Jul 2012

Posted by moderndayruth in Kabbalah & Western Hermetic Tradition, Satire, Tarot

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Adam, Adam McLean, Alchemy, Binding of Isaac, Gustav Meyrink, Kabbalah, Moon, Robert M. Place

Are you one of those venerable spiritual tourists  seekers who, like me, somehow doesn’t happen to have at their disposal four to five years which should be spent in self-imposed isolation, studying some ancient texts and awkward illustrations coded so heavily that all of it seems to be a rather impossible mission?

Do you really believe something, anything can be turned into gold? Bupkes, neither do I! And even if it could be – i mean, really, there are several  easier ways to get gold, especially for a girl, if you know what i mean!

Why bother? Why turn your place into some medieval laboratory and cramp your head with weirdest of formula? Nah, i don’t get it either! Except if, like me, you happen to hang around some  knowledgeable folks where you sort of feel that your thorough ignorance on the matter is rather inappropriate AND/OR you overdosed on Gustav Meyrink‘s novels and now wonder what is it all about?!

I hear you, but i am equally lost here! One way around it is to get yourself The Taoist I Ching translated by Thomas Cleary and start from there; MA in Chinese Philosophy and fluent Mandarin are not obligatory – but indeed are recommended.

Or you can always get yourself a proper Alchemical Tarot , created by someone as wise as Robert M. Place and – after taking 3 to 4 years to learn Tarot itself, you can launch full frontal attack on Alchemy from there. (That’s what i tried to do, yet Alchemy resisted by completely defending itself!)

You can also get Adam McLean’s fantastic courses on Alchemical symbolism, but i’ve done courses with Adam and he means business – no patting on the back from him, no ‘alchemy for dummies’ stuff – so this alternative, i believe, is filed as a part of those initial 4 to 5 years, which, as it is, i don’t see myself devoting to Alchemy!

But, if seriously, why 4 to 5 years? Well, it’s the 10000-hour rule. In his book Outliers: The Story of Success,  Malcolm Gladwell goes in-depth into how successful people become successful and the 10,000 hour rule refers to the fact that most people get really, really good at something after 10,000 hours.

That’s about 3h a day for 10 years – or, if you are ambitious, 6h per day, during 5 years. Right. I know many will scream: it doesn’t take that long! It does. Try a foreign language, Kabbalah studies, violine, anything; if you want to be good in it, that’s what it takes (if not more).

The way i am wired, i hate things superficial – think of  Stellium in 8th house, my natal Sun, Moon and Mars being in the house of occult – and you get an idea where i am coming from.

There is that famous kabbalistic story of a newbie who, having been dismissed by other sages, approached Hillel the Elder asking him how to learn Kabbalah while standing on one leg – which is in briefest possible period of time (there is also a more religious version where it’s a convert asking about Torah); and the answer was: “Love thy neighbor as thyself,  now go and learn!”

So it’s the intent that matters in the first place. I can’t recall misers who got great at something. Right, we are all human and there is, as they say, ‘plenty of good in the worst of us and plenty of bad in the best of us’, but i really don’t remember encountering  a mean person who achieved impressive knowledge; it seems that latter requires  a kind of thinking which, in its turn, somehow includes love for the proverbial neighbor. Or something like that.

I read numerous hostile texts where various authors – who presumably achieved greatness in some rather obscure by ordinary criteria fields – were going like: don’t think you can achieve this and that without the metaphorical blood spitting! Oh, yes, you can. Not that every path doesn’t have it challenges – of course it does, but if it’s meant for you, you’ll somehow have all the endurance it takes.

I am all for free will concept and although, obviously, absolute freedom is an abstract category – i am keen on Swedenborg who, for what i know, was the only philosopher/ mystic who claimed we keep the free will even after physical death.

That being said – nobody knows exactly where desire arises; discipline is great, but on it alone, without the desire no one arrived too far. Who or what grants us the desire – is another topic.

I had that desire – and still do – for several (for the lack of better wording) ‘occult’ subjects, but sadly, Alchemy per se doesn’t seem to be one of them.

I meddle with all the Alchemical sources i listed above – but not on a regular bases and while lacking that drive, that incapability to be get busy with anything else – except the chosen subject.

I pulled a card randomly from the Alchemical deck, which was gifted to me by an amazing author and one of the most popular figures in the worldwide Tarot tribe, my dear friend and spiritual sojourner, Frances Ajamian Ktenas.

Here is what the accompanying book has to say on the Nine od Stuffs: “A wolf is sacrificed in a fire. This is an alchemical symbol representing the restoration of the king, who was devoured by a wolf.”

Hmm, knowing Robert’s work, i am certain he does know what he is talking about – but i certainly don’t! I have a vague feeling it has something to do with restricting one’s negative impulses and, like, “sacrificing ” those for personal empowerment which – inevitably – has to go together with the highest good of everyone involved.

But then, that’s Kabbalah and the story of Binding of Isaac when read in-depth, where the horror-like depiction of the presumably capricious and potentially cruel Deity who commands the poor guy to slaughter his own son  – turns into a manual on keeping cool and tempering one’s desire to receive for the self alone with the desire to receive for the sake of sharing, if you know what i mean.

Further, the book says: “the message also suggests sacrifice, especially for a higher purpose, like suffering for the good of others, or being a martyr, or subduing the animal passions for spiritual purpose.”

Right, so my intuition was not all that off! But, if you are counting on me to come up with Philosopher’s stone – please, don’t hold your breath!

 

 

Adam McLean’s website : http://www.levity.com/alchemy/

Bonnie Cehovet’s excellent review of newly relesed book by R. Place: http://theworldoftarot.wordpress.com/2012/05/25/review-alchemy-and-the-tarot/

Alchemical Tarot: http://alchemicaltarot.com/

Frances Ajamian Ktenas’ website: http://www.nineofcups11.com/

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Slowing Down or the Warning of the Knight of Wands

03 Friday Feb 2012

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Friday, Gordian Knot, High Priestess, Judeo-Christian, Kabbalah, Knight of Wands, Religion and Spirituality, Tarot

We know his kind – the charmer, the enthusiast , the prom king… he is also the guy you can trust with your life – albeit not for prolonged periods of time ; but you can never trust with your wife…

In Christian Orthodoxy, its the lack of enthusiasm that’s consider the biggest sin – in its gravity its immediately after the suicide which would be the only sin for which there can’t be absolution…

While i don’t believe in the concept of sin, i do think institutionalized religion in its condemning the dispiritedness as one of the worst possible abominations –  is after something here and i think it sprouts from the Kabbalist  teaching of desire itself being the root cause of just about anything under the Sun.

And here we come to my personal Gordian Knot and the very theme of this essay – what can the Knight of Wands teach us in this very discourse , as well as – on the confusion arising from Eastern teaching of abandonment of all desires juxtaposed with the Judeo-Christian insisting on keeping the flame of the desire in your soul – be it for the union with God or for your spouse or pretty much anything per that matter.

My very first petty peeve with Buddhist teachings and practice – which albeit the sincere effort i don’t claim to have understood properly – was  the teaching of suffering, that everything is suffering… well, it ain’t and we know it.

To me Blake’s seeing the world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wild flower is the ideal i personally strive to , because there is beauty everywhere around us…

I didn’t have it easy – living through four ethnic wars in former Yugoslavia, going to work under bombs (literally), living in emigration and having experienced numerous situations and personal circumstances that widely are viewed as tragic. And yet its that very deep, innate and free of dogma belief that kept me going – the belief that this rough patch will eventually be left behind , that it all will make sense one day and that i will feel that quiet and calm happiness about ordinary things once again…  And that the very day i will live on this earth and in this life – and not in any other realm or life. And it was so.

What did the Knight of Wands thought me on my personal quest?

I am working with Osho Zen Tarot – and the turtle depicted on the card “Slowing Down” has the reverse message of the traditional interpretations of the Knight of Wands who is always on the go, excited about his travels and always enthusiastic about some new adventure… albeit his passion might not last and as soon as tomorrow he’ll probably have abandoned his thrilling undertakings of today and will be heading full steam ahead towards some other, unexpected even for him direction…

We do need his enthusiasm, we do need to love and be excited about what we do; yet very soon, in order to be taken seriously – we are expected to imbue that passion with the qualities of durability and persistence – and that’s where the biggest challenge of our Knight of Wands lies.

I am born and raised within a culture that is all about duty and very little about personal enjoyment; Montenegrin society is historically tribal and its the tribe that comes first – with its interests and disputes and wars; then within the tribes are smaller divisions – brotherhoods where everyone is basically your extended family – and, last but not the least, there is your own biological family;  we are thought that the interest of the group comes first – and wasn’t it like that, probably the small nation high in the mountain wreaths of Western Balkan would have not survived in the harsh historical conditions they were placed…

But, the collateral damage of such tradition where duty comes first is that most of us function on auto-pilot: you make friends with whom you are expected to, you “choose ” profession that your family finds suitable and you “choose” a spouse that they expect you to – traditionally marriages were mostly arranged and even nowdays its not unheard of.

There is very little of your own will in those choices – not accepting them would mean distancing yourself from your tribe/clan, where the chances of survival would be minimal -even nowdays as the society functions on nepotism and family ties.

But, wherever you are born – the society is placing hard expectations on you – what you have to do and what you shan’t be doing, under any circumstances…

Thus all of us, from the very start,  have very little chance to recognize our respective vocations  and, so, find the true fulfillment.

Not your Knight of Wands. He might give in to socialization, but not for long – even if he agrees to an arranged marriage, soon he’ll leave his bride behind and sail towards some new shores; even if he accepts some respectable, yet boring job – don’t expect him to earn his pension there, you might soon hear that he joined some cruise ship or found some other unexpected source of income and way of living… and that won’t last too long either, as his enthusiasm wears out soon.

So, somehow, we’d need to develop the passion for right things and right people – in a way that will enable us to stick to the choices we made long enough for the metaphorical fruit of that endeavor to ripen.

I have no idea for now how to achieve that – my physical body is pretty adamant on what makes it happy – good food, comfort, warmth, caressing, leisure… My mind acts like a slave runner adding more and more things to do and conditions to fulfill before its satisfied… and that’s never.

My soul just wants to be in peace.

Its that very balance between the three where i think the solution is – albeit achieving it is easier said than done.

For the beginning – we all must slow down. Too many impulses are received from the surroundings, too much noise, too many thoughts of others – too little anything that is inherently our own.

Its Friday afternoon, in couple of hours i will light the candles and say the blessing which symbolizes the beginning of the Day of Rest in  Jewish tradition.

I don’t keep all the mitzvot – but i do refrain from watching tv, driving, shopping, using the phone, discussing mundane matters and so on; that’s the day for my soul to remember why she came to this earth…

And her motivation certainly wasn’t heading  any of the two main directions that the contemporary consumerism – the dead-born of the late liberal capitalism  – is pushing us towards: the rat race and the ‘shop til you drop’ lunacy.

My own soul’s passion which i never had to fuel is the occult – certainly it seemed quite wrong of an interest for a nice Montengrin girl and a schooled diplomat… but that’s my inner flame that keeps me away from the infamous dispiritedness.

That’s what i will be doing during next 24 or so hours – reading thought provoking books, studying Kabbalah, meditating on Tarot cards and that will recharge my batteries for the working week ahead when i will shapeshift into the little rat once again…

Somewhere along the way, i expect to meet the charming Knight of Wands – he might just wave at me as he rides by, or he might stop for a while to exchange a word or two with me…

If he does, i’ll certainly keep you posted on how it went.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone!

Copyright © 2012  Lena Ruth Stefanovic
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‘ Slowing down’  Osho Zen Tarot Copyright© 2012, OSHO International Foundation

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